Well, I said I would update my blog. Although quite honestly I’m not sure that anyone reads it…except for recipes, which I haven’t posted much of either. My 40 day Facebook Fast isn’t going as I planned… well, I haven’t logged on – except once briefly but it’s because I needed a photo, but I didn’t check notifications or read messages or browse any pages. The part that is not going as planned is that I don’t feel better, I don’t feel like I waste less time… I feel like I find other thing to waste time, but I feel way more alone and disconnected from the world. At least with Facebook, when I don’t leave the house all day I have at the very least communicated with another person, instead of the girls on the Bachelor od the contestants on American Idol.
So, I still have a few more Facebook-less weeks. And I plan on continuing, because I feel like if I gave up on things because they don’t give me the immediate results I wanted it just wouldn’t be fair. Because I know for sure God doesn’t do the same with me. I have a little bit of Easter Anxiety already – most of you who know me know that figuring out family holiday plans makes me want to leave the country and skip all holidays! But like I mentioned, Easter is my most favorite holiday and I will desperately try to remain focused on why.
Thanks for reading… more soon. 🙂